im stupid. that’s all. he’s perfect and he wants me. trust me im tellin only the truth. im 19 and i never had a boyfriend before cause i didnt find that one. well he’s that perfect one i ever wanted. but he’s busy all the time. and he’s a really handsome guy. i cannot trust him i guess. i cant even believe him when he just drop me a message ‘i was thinkin about you all the day” im stupid i know but i just cannot believe him. i dunno why point me what he want to love. and i cant even handle that he’s in the same town in the same building but we dont meet so frequently and this makes me crazy.
so i didnt broke up with him but i really really, honestly i do want to keep myself the pain future may bring for me.